Bayan shekaru 10
Ta duba agogon hannunta a karo na goma. Me ke damun shi
nafisa? Ta jima a wajen sashen su ta tsaya
Awa daya kuma Nafisa bata fito ba, ta tsani jira.
Abin da ya kara dagula mata al’amura shi ne yadda samarin suka yi ogling
a wajenta wasu ma sun kasa rike dawakinsu sai da suka tunkareta.
amma ita Sakinah ta kasance haka take….tayi phobiya zuwa
maza kuma har yanzu bai canza ba. Mama Rabi, kasancewar ita kadai ce
Sakinah ta kasance kusa da Had tayi iya kokarinta amma abin yaci tura
. Lalacewar ta riga ta yi, Sakina ta kasa amincewa ko
magana da mahaifinta kyauta. Murmushi kawai Sakinah tayi shine
karatu ko zama da yayyenta ko Mama Rabi. Dangantakar
tsakaninta da mom ta yafi, Sakinah ji take, idan mahaifiyarta
ta ba su lokacinta kuma ta kula da su sosai, to watakila abubuwa
da zai bambanta. Bata tsani mom dinta ba, amma itama bataso
kamar ta!.
Mota ce ta ja gabanta Sakinah ta daure fuska. Nafisa
ita kuma Nafina ta fice daga motar ta matso kusa da ita.
“Afuwaan sis mota ta lalace sai na kira Yaya Habeeb
kawo wata mota”. Nafisa ta bayyana.
Sakinah ta kalleta saboda ambaton sunan Habeeb ta kara fusata.
“Ya kawo wata mota?” Ta tambaya a hankali.
“A’a, amma ya aiko da wani makaniki, muje in yi kwanan wata
Zainab da Adiya” Nafisa tace.
Ta tsani komai da duk wani abu da ya danganci Habeeb, amma me zata yi
lokacin da ba ku da zabi? Ta kalli Safinah da ta kasance
tana danna wayarta a fusace tunda suka iso.
“Sai sis” Sakinah tace.
Ita kuwa Safinah bata kula ba ta cigaba da bugawa.
“Sis” Ta sake kira a wannan karon tana shafa kafadarta “ke
oke?.”
Safinah ta gyada kai kawai tana faman mayar mata da hawaye sannan ta nufi wajen
mota.
“Lafiya kuwa?” Ta yiwa Nafisa direct tambayarta kamar
suka nufi mota.
“Ina ganin yakamata ita ce ta gaya miki haka sis, ki bata lokaci.”
“Allah ya kyauta.”
“Amin.”
Shekarun da suka gabata ba su kasance da sauƙi ga masu uku ba musamman
Sakinah_Dukkan labaran wannan labari ana iya samunsu anan >>
https://www.ebonystory.com/story/from-the-eyes-of-a-spinster_. The
phobia da ta yi a kan maza kawai ya karu tare da kowace ranar wucewa da dama
yanzu, yayin da suke danna shekaru ashirin na rayuwarsu, abubuwa suna faruwa
canza…daga kwanon soya zuwa wuta!.
‘Yan ukun sun halarci jami’ar Nile. Sakinah tana karanta Law,
Nafisa, mass communication and Safinah, Industrial chemistry. Domin
Sakinah, karatun Law ne kawai hanyar da za a taimaka wa sauran ‘yan matan da suka kasance
cin zarafi da hana mutuncinsu. Ta yi karatu sosai
cimma burinta, sa burinta ya zama gaskiya kuma ya shafi rayuwar
mutane daban-daban ta hanyoyi da yawa.
Mama rabi kuma tana da yara uku duk maza ne. Sultan shine
na farko, Anas na biyu kuma na karshe shi ne Mas’oud. Ta hanyar
shekaru, mama ta kasance ita kadai ta fahimci Sakinah ko da yake
ba ta san dalili ko me ya fara canza yarinya dadi kamar ba
Sakinah, amma ta kasance tana ƙoƙari ta zama mutum ɗaya wanda bai taɓa ba
yayi mata hukunci idan bata fita ba lokacin da wani saurayi ya kirata, ko
ya daka mata tsawa don rawar jiki a gaban ‘yan uwanta ko wani saurayi. Kuma
Don haka ne Sakinah ta hada zumunci da Mama Rabi.
Shi kuwa Habeeb, kasancewarsa graduate, mai kud’i masu yawa da babba
Iyali masu tasiri sun girgiza duniya kuma sun ji daɗin rayuwa. Bai taba ba
don ji yake kamar abin da ya yi wa Sakinah bai dace ba kuma bai ji ba
nadama, duk abin da ya damu shine yin budurwa da canza su
kowace rana.
‘Yan matan guda uku suna da manufa da manufar rayuwa daban-daban, in ji Nafisa
don ayi aure a samu gida ana kiranta da ita, Sakinah tana son zama a
lauya da taimakon mata daga can amma Safinah, ajanda ta kira
auren ba wanda take sha’awarta ba, abinda take so sai ta samu
samari daban-daban masu arziki da kyau kuma, masu kyan gani
kuma ba komai sai kwarkwasa. Idan kun kasance matalauta da kusanci
Safinah, to kiyi hakuri nace, kinfi mata kyau.
Tana aiki da daddare a bakin ruwa. Ta yi nisa da ‘yar ubanninta. Rayuwa kawai take so ga jaririnta. Duk da kanta babu wanda zai zo Dole ta ajiye shi (gwagwarmayar yau da kullun)
“Sakinah zo muci abincinki” mom ta kirata.
“Lafiya mama”.
“Na dauka naji kin gayawa Rabi kina jin yunwa?” Ta tambaya a tsaye
kofar dakin Sakinah.
“Ba yunwa nake ji ba kuma” ta amsa bata damu ba ta daga kai
me take yi.
Hajiya Siyamah ta ja numfashi ta zauna a gefenta akan gado. Ta dauka
Rike hannunta na dama, nan take zuciyar Sakinah ta kumbura
tare da son mahaifiyarta.
Ta ce masa “ooh, so, babu wanda zai taɓa cutar da kai.
Zan ba ku dukkan soyayya ta.
Babu wanda ke da mahimmanci kamar ku
(Ka tsaya can, tsaya can)_
“Sakinah ki kalleni ki duba min Sakinah me ya shiga tsakanin mu?”
Ta tambaya a hankali.
“Inna me kike fad’a?.”
“A’a sakinah bazaki kara min magana ba balle kice min naki
matsaloli. Yaushe kuka yi min murmushi?.”
“Hakan ne don kin bayyana cewa ba komai muke nufi da ke ba” Sakinah
Ta fad’a tana k’arasowa mom tsawa.
Hajiya Siyamah ta cika da mamaki ganin yadda Sakinah ta fashe da kuka.
“Shin ka taba ganin uwa ta rabu da yaronta, ka taba ganin a
Uwa ta zubar da yaronta kuma ba ta damu da shi ba? Sakinah babu komai a ciki
duniyar nan za ta iya doke soyayyar da nake muku, ba komai a cikin wannan
duniya za ta iya doke matakin da kuke nufi da ni. Na haife ku
Sakinah na shayar da ke cikin cikina na tsawon wata tara, na haihu
na yini daya da rabi, na sha wahala na toshe radadin ni kadai in kawo
ku ‘yan matan duniya. Na ba ki nono kina sha daga nonona.
canza diapers ɗinki, share hawayenki, Maƙe ki a bayana. Tafi
mahaukaci lokacin da ba ku da lafiya kuma kuna da dare marar barci lokacin da ba za ku iya ba
barci. Ko wani abu zai iya doke duk wannan Sakinah?.”
_Tace masa “rayuwarka bazata zama komai ba kamar rayuwata.
Za ku girma kuma ku sami rayuwa mai kyau.
Zan yi abin da ya kamata in yi
(Ka tsaya can, tsaya can)_
Zuciyar Sakinah ta narke bayan ta saurari mahaifiyarta, ta sani
cewa babu wani abu da zai iya doke soyayyar uwa ga danta, a’a
komai nisan su.
“Me ya sa kullum kina tafiya ki bar mu duka da mama
Rabi? Kuna tsammanin wani zai iya kula da mu gwargwadon iyawa?
A ina kuke lokacin da na sha wahala a zuciya da ta jiki? Ina
Shin kai ne lokacin da na ji kamar ba na duniya ba ne kuma
cewa zan mutu nan bada jimawa ba. Kun san nawa ne marasa barci
dare na samu inna, inna ta karye sosai a ciki, haka ta karye.” Sakinah
Ta fad’a tana rusa kuka.
So Rockabye baby, rockabye. Zan girgiza ku, Rockabye baby, kar kiyi kuka. Wani ya same ku. Rockabye baby, rockabye Zan girgiza ku Rockabye baby, kar kiyi kuka Rockabye! A’a. Rocka-roka-roka-rockabye (Rockabye da, da, da) Rockabye roka-rocka-rocka-rockabye.
“Sakinah na san ban kula da ku ‘yan mata ba kuma kuna da kowane
dama kin soni akan haka. Amma ina rokonka kada ka soni don Allah,
don Allah sakinah. Zan gyara muku komai”.
Inna daya, ya kike a wajen? Fuskantar rayuwa mai wahala ba tare da tsoro ba (yeah) Kawai don ku san cewa da gaske kuna kulawa Sanadin duk wani cikas ya zo kun shirya sosai (oh a’a) A’a mama baki taba zubar da hawaye ba Domin dole ne ku zubar da abubuwa kowace shekara Kuma ku baiwa matasa soyayyar da ta wuce misali (eh) Kuna samun kudin makarantarsa da kudin motar bas (eh) Mmmn, marie, pop ya bace A cikin mashigin da ba daidai ba ba zai iya samun shi ba ko ina A hankali kuna aiki yana gudana, duk abin da kuka sani Don haka ku tsaya, babu lokaci- ba lokacin ku ba.
“Mama, na yi kuka mafi yawan dare ina son ku kasance tare da ni kuma ku fada
komai zai daidaita. Amma ba ka can inna, ba ka kasance ba”.
Yanzu tana da shekara shida kokarin sanya shi dumi Ƙoƙarin kiyaye sanyi Idan ya kalleta cikin idonta Bai san yana da lafiya ba.
“I love you inna, ina sonki sosai”.
lokacin tace “oh soyayya babu wanda zai cutar da sonki Zan ba ku dukkan soyayya ta Babu wani abu da ya shafi jiki kamar ku Don haka, Rockabye baby, rockabye Zan girgiza ku Rockabye baby, kar kiyi kuka Wani ya same ku Rockabye baby, Rockabye Zan girgiza ku Rockabye baby, kar kiyi kuka (Oh-badda-bang- bang-bang, da kyau haka) Rockabye, no.
Amma mama rabi ma tana da matsayi na musamman a zuciyarta, wurin da
Ita kadai ta san nauyinsa.
Bayan Habeeb ya d’au budurcinta a ranar, sai ya sake maimaita ta biyar
sau da yawa kafin ya tafi gidan jirgin ruwa. Duk wadancan lokacin mama rabi ta kasance
yana lura da ita sosai.
“Sakinah zo nan” mama rabi ta kirata da yamma. “Me ke faruwa
da kai? Kuna kallon madubi kwanakin nan?”.
“Mene ne haka mama?” Sakinah ta tambaya cike da tsoro a cikinta
addu’a take sosai mama rabi bata lura da abinda ke faruwa ba
tsakaninta da yaya habeeb.
“Dubi yadda kike kike tashi ki duba sakinah ki fada min
gaskiya wani ya taba ki a gidan nan? Ina nufin saurayi? Habeeb? Ko kuma
bala me gadi? Yi min magana!” Mama rabi ta rok’eta.
“N..n..nob…babu wanda yake min taba mama, ba zan bari kowa ya taba ni ba
ai”.
Mama rabi tayi shiru, wannan wani sabon abu ne a gareta, daga abinda take
ya sani, karamar yarinya kamar sakinah cants tana girma nononta
da sauri ta kalleta.
Read ” My Priceless Jewel ” na wannan marubuciya ( Murjanatu Alkali )
. Ta yi nauyi kadan kuma tana da siffar jiki. wani abu ne
tabbas kuskure!.
Ta karanta a kowace mace kuma matar ta bayyana a fili cewa “lokacin da a
yarinya ba ta kai shekarun balaga ba, kuma ta kan yi girma da gaske
sauri, manyan nono da booties a lokaci guda, to tabbas ku duba ta
sanadin ko shakka babu wani abu yana kokarin fadada ta ya mayar da ita a
lady real soon. Idan ba a kula ba takan fara hailarta
sake zagayowar tun yana ƙanana, yin ciki ko ma saduwa da su
cututtukan da ake ɗauka ta hanyar jima’i. Ya ku iyaye, don Allah ku kula da ku
yara.
Tun daga wannan ranar mama rabi ta hada kayan sakinah ta koma
dakinta koda alhaji bello yana gari mama rabi yakan kulle
ta tashi a dakinta kafin ta wuce dakin Alhaji. Ta kiyaye sosai
Kallon sakinah tayi, a ciki ta san wani yana k’ok’arin yi
ruguza rayuwar yarinyar koda kuwa bazata fada ba!.
Hakan yasa Habeeb ya tsaya cak da sakinah a koda yaushe
godiya ga uwar tata. Uwar taku wacce ke kamar uwa a gare ta.
“Kis kis Yaya dawoud yau zai wuce”. Nafisa ta fada tana rawa. Har abada
tunda ta zuba masa ido duk ta kasance tana sonta
shi. Ba ta damu ba ko ya riga ya yi aure kuma yana da yara uku duka
wanda ‘yan mata ne, abin da ta sani shine tana son shi kuma ta yarda
don aure shi.
“Congrat Allah ya kawoshi lafiya” sakinah ta amsa.
“To waye surikinmu?” Nafisa ta tambaye ta.
“Ban gane naf naf ba, suriki me?”
“Saurayinki mana madam” nafisa ta amsa tana mata ido.
“Mmmssstttwww, kar ka taba min magana akan saurayi abokina nafisa”.
“Gaskiya, saboda kuna da ni kuma ba da daɗewa ba za mu samu
aure!” Habeeb ya fada yana shiga falo.